note to self ; well isn't this exciting.

This is my 100th post. We should have a party.
So other than getting to work, Maria asking how i was, and my reply being to burst into tears. Today i'm not feeling to bad.

Do you love that just after i typed that last sentence i was thinking about how i should've bought a few things after my shift at work and so instead of carrying on writing this blog i went downstairs and asked my mum if she wanted to walk into town with me.
And so whilst we walked to town i basically told her whats happened, and what hes done to me. And we spent the whole time bitching about him and bitching about my stepdad who she moaned to me about because he's being a dick at the moment as well.
And i now feel so much better. My mum basically said that he was a bastard, but that it wouldn't be the first time and that I'm a strong enough person to be okay through all of this.
I also find it quite amusing that I'm able to openly talk about my sex life with my mother. haha.
But anyway, i managed to buy the things i wanted :) And i also stocked up on 3 cartons of cranberry juice for my 'constantly thinking i need to pee' problem, not gunna lie, its not exactly a barrel of laughs. And apparently cranberry juice helps. So we'll give this bad boy a go ;)

Speaking from this present moment, i think, knock on wood. That i feel like Jazz again.

I'm off to make things. Toodle Pip Fans ;)