Its quite funny, me and Annis used to say i was dead inside. And i always wondered why i could never cry, even if i was really sad, or had witnessed something sad. or anything.
I think i worked out today, that the reason i could never cry. Was because i've never had my heartbroken. Well i have now.
And for the past 3 days, I've cried - from being sad, from sad songs, from watching something sad on TV.
I think its safe to say that I'm no longer dead inside.
Its also safe to say that you have completely ruined the start of 2010 for me. You've left me feeling alone, used and stupid. I'm hurting so badly right now. And you really, really, don't give a fucking shit.
This year, i want rid of you from my life. Completely.
It was one of the things i wrote and sealed on my 'what i want from 2010' list.
to move on from you and meet someone new.
and that was even before you broke my heart.
So, so far so good on helping make that come true. You bastard.
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About Me
- Jasmine Zoe
- I'm 17, i'm at Abingdon College doing Art and Design. I love to draw, cut, stick, and generally make a mess. My room is never tidy and i have way too many cushions on my bed. I'm excited to see what 2010 brings.
this is one of the saddest things i've ever read, i really really really hope you start to feel better soon cause you don't deserve to feel like this xo
ReplyDeleteThis upset me i want to give you a hug :(
ReplyDeleteand Greg is right you do not deserve to feel like this.
i love youuu jazzle xo