Wednesday, 6 January 2010

note to self ; thought blog.

I have so many things on my mind at the moment.
Basically, i think I've just had my heart broken. Ha.
Haven't heard from you since you left my bed Sunday morning. Get what you wanted ? Arsehole :(
The one person who i thought wanted me doesn't want me either.
I feel so stupid and angry and upset.
I hate you.


And then you know when you just need someone to pick you up out of all the shit you've been sucked into. Can't even do that now you're with her, i guess I've been shunned again. And i guess you won't invite me out anymore because shes told you she hates me. Well thank you in advance for being inconsiderate, i really appreciate it.

The only thing i seem to be enjoying at the moment is the idea that in September I'll be starting the next stage of my life and moving on from all of those people who keep on letting me down, getting out of this routine and doing something new and exciting for once. I just hope that for once in my life, i have luck behind me when it happens.

Life
I'm off college again tomorrow because of the snow. It looks really pretty, until you're out in it - cold.









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I'm 17, i'm at Abingdon College doing Art and Design. I love to draw, cut, stick, and generally make a mess. My room is never tidy and i have way too many cushions on my bed. I'm excited to see what 2010 brings.

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