note to self ; nothing to say.

Today im stressed out. Worried. Upset and pissed off all rolled into one.
I could really do with someone to have a chat with, to keep me company.

Im really worried about university. Like, everyone around me in other schools seem to have applied, and i still dont even know where i want to go. And i'm worried that the im going to end up choosing the wrong one to go to. And what if i don't even get in ? On top of this constant worry. I've got so much work to do, and im just absolutely shattered and so dont really want to do anything. As well as this, my eczema is hurting so much and i think its slowly getting in my eyes. I bought some e45 cream today and shampoo and shower gel. I bet it doesn't help. I'm also starting to hate winter, winter is always the season that i feel more lonely, its horrible.

Somebody come pick me up and take me somewhere away from my stressful life :(

Oh and today i was eating half a prawn sandwich and there was a piece of dead fish in it. It was rank !
My mum bought me a well lush cardi today, but i cant have it until christmas :( damn it. haha. I love and hate that at the same time, I love that i've got it, but hate that i cant be wearing it right now haha.
Im gunna carry on watching the inbetweeners now. bye.