note to self ; your love your love is my drug.

things are extremely exciting at the moment :)
thats the way uhuh uhuh i like it.


recently, i know, i've been an absolute failure in the blogging world. What can i say, things have been going on, some things that shouldn't be publicly aired in a blog - so i'll keep you in suspense with that one ;)

Completely off the subject of keeping you to date with the goings on in my life. I just signed in to Myspace for the first time in months, why is it that all Myspace seems to be these days is a website for creepy guys to send me messages saying - you look like your good in bed, lets chat. or for naked girls who think they're gods gift adding me thinking im that way inclined ? I just recieved this in a message - 'Hi random i knw but if u give up on guys be sure 2 let me know lol
no offence
take care xxxx'
That girl obviously thought there was something about my face that screamed 'lesbian waiting to happen'. I tried to delete my account, but when i signed up i used an email that i dont know the password too - i now regret being so forgetful as you have to recieve an email confirming you want to cancel your account haha oops. I used to think Myspace was a site for showing the more creative side to yourself, whether it was a band site, or a personal site. Now i think its turned into a site where sluts and womanizers TRY to flaunt themselves. Note ; you look cheap, get a real life.

Its pay day in two days, which makes me extremely happy as i have £5. I dislike all the pretty things around me that attract me into wanting to buy them. Theres a pair of tights and a ring at work that i almost bought yesterday, but alas, only £5, life fails me once again ;)
And although you would think - she can buy them when she gets paid. £115 has to go towards our Paris trip. I owe my dad £50. My contact lense bill is £22. My contract bill is £24. I NEED to buy printer ink so thats another £24 of my wages gone. And if we take that away from what im going to get paid, it leaves me with -£9 yes thats right, MINUS nine pounds. I guess i'll just have to live like a tramp for the month ;)

Beautiful.


Im off to my dads later for dinner with Annis and my brother, should be a laugh, plus we get to see the baby. Tomorrow me and Annis are going on a road trip to high wycome for her interview and then thursday night we're going to the pub in India's village seeing as us girls haven't got together in a while. The plan Friday is to have a gander round the shops in bicester village, for me and Annis to then come home get ready and head into Oxford for the 'Owl City' gig. Im excited. VERY excited.

I'll let ya'll know how it goes ;)

Laters Sexyy