note to self ; you really have no money now.

So today i got up, got in the shower, couldn't stand up, fell down, then i was sick. And so now, im sat on my bed, i didn't go into college because i can't stand up for more than shall we say a minute ? without feeling like im going to collapse. And the worse part is, that there isn't really any reason for my body to be acting in such a way. Actually no wait, thats not the worse part, the worse part is that i'm sooo incredibly poor and me not going in today means that i possibly wont get my ema :( which means i could probably be overdrawn next week unless i take money out of my savings but i really don't want to get into that habit again. But then again i really don't want to be overdrawn... its a lose lose situation.

I'm going to take a stab in the dark and say that today is going to be a very unproductive day, just due to the fact that i can't really move around all that well. I might do some art, probably. But i wish i had a book to read, i've read all the ones on my shelf. And i'd borrow one from my mum but then all of hers look boring and having boring covers. 'Never judge a book by its cover' Suuure suure, but im an 'artist' im a very visual person ;) Maybe i'll go for one of the twins' should be an easy read ;)
Or maybe i could watch a film ? But then im not really in the mood to watch a film. And day time tv sucks, and i dont fancy listening to jeremy kyle shout at pikeys with loads of babies today. So thats a no to that too.

Oh guess what ? I sent off my ucas application last night, so now my tutors need to give me a reference and then i've applied, hooow scary !
i've applied to, northampton, falmouth, portsmouth, brighton, and winchester. I'll probably get in to none of them haha. oh well.

Im even bored of writing a blog now. Later Alligator.