Just a little note to say.

I like you.

note to self ; you have no note to self today.

So i've just got back from watching toy story in 3d, well when i say just, i mean about an hour ago, since then i've eaten and caught up with the latest 'facebook fun', which was a huge waste of half an hour seeing as facebook is nothing but a distraction from life. But anyway, Toy Story in 3d was pretty cool, + Toy Story is just an amazing movie and so it being in 3d was just an added bonus. Me and Annis sat right at the back in the middle, and during one of the adverts (which was in 3d) we stupidly ducked when a whip came right out of the screen, yes, you heard right, we ducked. However its always good when you're able to laugh at your own stupidity. In all fairness, it was our first 3d experience, and im not ashamed to also say that i really had the urge to reach out and try and grab the snow flakes that we're flying around the room. It was one of those moments where you say to yourself over and over not to do something - 'no dont do that, dont do it. Dont do it' and you end up saying it so much that in the end you just cant resist but to do it. You'll be glad to hear that i did manage to resist ;) Im just so cooool ;) haha.

I came home to the house being empty, well my brothers in, who i barely hold any sort of conversation with these days apart from the occassional 'can i have my laptop back'. I didn't even have to say that today though, i walked up the stairs to find him just sat on his bed holding my laptop out to me. It was quite hard to grab considering my hands were full of sweets which i just blagged from the kitchen side, i have no idea why but my kitchen is suddenly full of sweets, its like a real life charlie and the chocolate factory. Just without the weird looking bloke in a creepy purple suit.

The rest of my day hasn't been too bad either, i wore my new coat, and i feel like whenever you wear something new, you always feel great, so i was in a really good mood today. I also did loads of work, i cant believe the only subject i'm not behind on is fashion - and i hate fashion. We got the bus home with Kate and Ahren, i haven't seen Ahren properly in ages, he never fails to make me laugh.

Oh another thing that was quite amusing today was that Annis text me mum from her phone saying that i'd met a drug dealer and was carrying crack on me. To which my mum replied - 'tell her to get me some'. lol :). Annis thought it would get me into trouble, clearly, it did not ;)

Jesus Christ. Radio at this time of night is a load of shit. I need to turn it off before i slit my wrists at the sound of it. Then im going to do some work. t t f n.

note to self ; cheer up.

I'm soo tired ! I swear im always bloody tired these days. Im also starting to get a little stressed out with the amount of work i should be doing, and im so unmotivated none of it is getting done :/

I've just cooked the dinner, which was a success, and my family are still all alive and well, i on the other hand, have really burnt my fingers. :( I had to touch raw chicken, which made me scream, and my mum was like - thats what a penis feels like. I told her i agreed, she then told my stepdad when he came in, i think they were both shocked to find out that i've touched a penis.. little do they know its my own ;) jokes jokes.

College was pretty average today, Tiff was being a bitch today ;) me and Annis have definitely rubbed off on her, she was just firing with the comebacks today. She also got over excited when telling us that cheryl cole has beaten alexandra berke in america in the charts, i think she thought that we may've cared as much as she did. Nobody laughed along with her ;)

I managed to get ink all over my top during monoprinting even though i was wearing an apron, i dont know how it seeped through a plastic apron. Im hoping it will wash out.

I bought that red coat that i wanted :) Buying new things is fun, even though i shouldn't be spending money.

I wish it was the weekend, but at least i get a lie in tomorrow :)

note to self ; transfer some money from your savings for that coat you want to buy tomorrow :)

You would not believe how motivated i was yesterday, i have NO idea what came over me! But i did work non stop all day and managed to get 1 and a half mood boards done, which look really cool btw :)

today i didn't want to get up, and i hated that i had to all day. Our bus driver this morning had no idea where he was going due to the fair in abingdon closing the roads. We were on the bus and extra half an hour - he was such a fool :)

College was pointless today, i skipped across a field with annis and ollie for tiffs project, then kinda wandered around aimlessly, then took pictures of the road because the photos i took yesterday were on my phone and the crappy college havent enabled bluetooth on the macs for us. And that was literally it.

I then had work, which i really really really didnt want to do :( I hate that i have work every monday after college now. It went so slowly too, & it was sooo boring. I did get to eat some pic'n'mix sweets though, and i got so bored i dressed up in tutu's and feather boas, which i thought would make time go by quicker. This did not work.

This blog was boring as my life. Maybe i should pretend i did something interesting but today has been an unlucky day.

You know its unlucky if a bird shits on you ? Does it count if you put your hand in it instead, because thats what i did, this is no word of a lie. I was putting the bins out at work and put my hand in bird crap. I went in told my manager and she was like ' why did you do that? ' which i then laughed at because its not like i put my hand in it by choice.. ' oh i dunno, just fancied touching it' ;)

I need to do more work now. but im looking forward to buying that coat tomorrow :)

note to self ; get taxi numbers to put in your phone.

I got in last night at about 1 to find that blood was pouring from my forehead. I have no idea how this happened, when this happened or where this happened. I wasn't even drunk, so its not like i just can't remember, i genuinely have no idea what its all about. Haha. Also, my cold is much worse this morning, serves me right walking around oxford late at night without a coat.

Last night was such a lovely evening ! I caught the train to Oxford at 5 to 7, and met India, we shared a hot chocolate and walked up to tiger lily to wait for Annis to arrive on her bus, which she'd waited for 55 minutes for in Wantage, oh dear haha. She then text us and told us to go wait for a table at pizza hut. On the way to Hut, we checked the cinema times, and the film we planned on seeing started at 9, we made a decision that if we'd finished eating, we'd see it, if we hadn't we wouldn't, extremely thought out plan on our part ;)

Annis finally arrived whilst we were next in line for a table at Hut, then we all sat down and ordered food, as you do. I was soo hungry ! We ended up chatting about the incident i had last night and then decided that we'd find out more about each other, which actually resulted in us telling stories about our lives to each other that we may or may not of known, with the occasional multiply question of who we'd rather sleep with, celebrity wise. The food was really yummy, and we had a friendly waiter. We came to the conclusion that Pizza Hut kicks Pizza Expresses ass when it comes to service and food. Annis was pleased that her pizza wasn't sloppy like it was at pizza express the night of Tiff's meal all those weeks ago. And so before we left, we decided to give the nice waiter a tip :) and so we proceeded on with our boxes of left over pizza.

We then wandered around to the living room, but then changed our mind because it looked like it was packed, and we couldn't be assed to possibly be squished to death, especially seeing as we all felt twice as big as we did with the amount of food and drink that we'd just consumed. We ended up walking up the high street and into the Mitchell hotel ? or something with the word 'Mitchell' in it. And sat there for the best part of an hour with a bottle of cider and some water. Here we carried on with our multiple choice questions, and India decided that she'd spill her drink all over the table. Which was fun. ;) At about 11, we walked India to go get her bus because it was the last one she could get to as close to her village as possible, poor India living in the middle of no where.

Then me and Annis headed towards the train station thinking that we were about to head home ending the night, we were very wrong. We got to the train station to find it completely deserted and all the signs empty. We checked the typed up times to find that the train to Didcot was at 10 past 11 - we'd just missed it. fuck. There was then an announcement to say that no other trains were running. We then had to think on the spot of how to get home haha, so we ended up on a bus to Abingdon and i had to wake up my step dad to collect us the other end.

The bus journey home was eventful. Some guy got on the bus and Annis said to me that he looked like he was on something. A load of other guys got on the bus who knew him and they were asking him what he'd been doing all night all he replied, was 'everything' and that he'd been with 'everyone'.. about 15 minutes later he was sick all over the floor of the bus. Haha, it was disgusting, but bloody funny. All the guys who were talking to him made there way to the back of the bus, and the two guys that came to sit in front of us spent the journey talking to us about how we hoped that he'd stop being sick at the moment we needed to walk past. Thankfully he got off at a stop before us. We got off, said goodbye to the guys we'd been talking to, and got in the car to come home. I'm really glad my step dad wasn't angry with me for waking him up to come and get us.

So now I'm sat here, with blisters all over my feet, cold pizza in my bag - which I'm going to go reheat in a minute. And a load of work that i still haven't done. Today I'm going to try and get through most of it :) So off to be productive i go. Wish me luck.

note to self ; remember you're going to oxford tomorrow.

Today i did the craziest thing, i would never ever do, i don't know what came over me. But, i volunteered to be student rep. Haha, its the only remotely responsible thing i've ever volunteered to do, and so to me, it is a crazy thing to do. But i thought it would look good in my personal statement. Yes. Im that desperate for things to write about. However, Tiff also volunteered, so i'm sure that its going to actually be quite fun with the two of us doing it :)

Nothing else remotely interesting happened today, College was the same as any other day. We've been put into groups to think of an idea for a sculpture to create to put in the grounds of college. Me, Sophie and Teresa have come up with the idea of a giant apple archway with a mixture of healthy and unhealthy food on the inside walls. (We had to make it on being healthy). We have to create a presentation to present next week in front of senior management. It wasn't until the end of the lesson that i clicked on to the fact that we are actually making this presentation to the real senior management department of the college, to see if we can actually get a real sculpture on the grounds of the college. Which i guess would be really cool :) but i hope matt or tiffs group gets to do there idea. They want to do some badass wall art.

I also said farewell to Joseph today :(!! Which made me a little sad because my dose of ugly will be out of oxfordshire and off at uni! but we had a lot of fun sitting around his car for the half an hour that we were with him. In that time, Annis tried to highjack the car, i got pushed around by Joe himself and he also tried to poke a key at me. Tiff bashed her head on the roof of the car. We threatened a NeilMobile faker. And also saw a man who had no back windscreen, which was a laugh to joke about.

Im so glad its the weekend again, the weeks are going by well fast, its odd, but also good. Im glad the only plans i have is a 10 til 2 shift at work tomorrow and the cinema tomorrow evening, because i have sooo much work to do.

I also need to remember to take my photos for printmaking on sunday for our time based recording project.

Something has just happened that has pissed me off. I wish he'd just leave me alone.

People use the word 'sorry' way too easily these days. I'd prefer it if he'd quit saying sorry and just do as i ask. I also wish that i now had someone lovely to turn to to cheer me up. :/

note to self ; stop sitting around.

Today i wish i had a maid who would tidy my room for me when it got messy, that way i wouldn't have to do it.

I absolutely hate tidying my room, and every time i say that i'll keep it tidy, it never happens, its always back to being a mess again in about 2 days. Im such a failure. I also got well pissed off with the lack of storage, and as i was cleaning out my wardrobe, the more pissed off i got because i have no room for anything, and all my things just get ruined, my box of shoes is overflowing, and my clothes are so squished up together you can barely see what i actually have. &&& i had to put my stereo in my wardrobe because i need more space on my desk for the load of work that i haven't yet done. So now, if i have the stereo on, and the doors of my wardrobe shut, then it sounds muffled. Damn it.

You would also never guess that its a walk in wardrobe due to the amount of crap that i have just laying over the floor of it. You know that phrase parents usually say after you've tidied your room - 'oh thats what your carpet looks like', yeah? well imagine your bedroom floor covered top to bottom in things so that you literally could not see your floor before you tidied up, now imagine the bottom of a wardrobe. Well done, you are know portraying the image of my wardrobe in your thoughts. I thought it would be a good idea to tackle this issue, i was very, very wrong. ;)

A really big bee just flew into my room, its suddenly stopped buzzing. Great, that probably means that its in hiding waiting to sting me...

On a more happier note, you know you've had a good morning when you laugh so much that you literally just end up crying. It was one of those moments where your laughing so hard that you're cheeks start to hurt and you cant breath probably - making college, good. Then i had a driving lesson at 1, and i didn't crash or kill anything. Thats promising Haha ;)